I've been a deviant for one year.
I didn't even buy confetti.

I only know I've been a deviant for a year because a message popped up in my inbox and was like "you bro, you must be committed to dA, buy some premium membership".

Pffffffftttt
Has it been that long? Really? I think I'm getting wrinkles? Is that a grey hair?

That's it guys, its mid-life crisis time. I have to form that band I've always wanted. There's so little time left. Its not you, no. I just... I need some freedom.

All jokes aside, I'd like to thank all two of my watchers for being so faithful and supportive. Honestly, I couldn't have done it without you guys. I've met a lot of amazing, talented, and kind people here on dA. I think I'm going to put in a neat quote from my very firstest ever journal.

"Today I step foreword to realize my old wish to be good at art. Im a little late, but then again its never to late for a dream to come true.

One day i'll look back on this note with fond memories, and tears in my eyes. No matter how little progress i make, i'll be happy so long as I give it my best effort." -Falkalore, like a year and a day ago or something, lol

I was so sweet back then, how cute.

So guys. I went from 0 everythings, to 184 deviations (Only 115 of them I've counted to be actually art, and relevant). 184, huh? Should be like double that. I have 139 amazing watchers, a whole seven of which are active. <3

Oh, and 594 fav's.

I'll make something to celebrate this, I swear. Maybe. Oh god, I deserve none of these watchers, I'm so not active. ;~;

I'm in one of them moods today. We all get 'em. I'm gonna chill and be sad for a bit.

It's okay to be sad. Just not forever.

Emotion is my favorite thing in this world. A few chemicals procedurally released by the body. But I don't like thinking of them like that, it seems inhuman. The driving force behind everything we do. Our needs, our wants. Emotions can create, and they can destroy. I try not to let my emotions control my life, and I try not to linger on any one emotion for too long. Honestly sometimes I feel like a good cry is a great thing after a long period of happy. Even happiness can be overused. There's a balance between these emotions. If I don't feel them equally, I feel something of me is lost.

And that was the day I sounded like a brooding emo teenager, fun. I'm going to look back on this journal and face palm, I can feel it.

It's okay to be sad. To be angry. To be scared.
But not forever.
Those emotions are a part of you. Embrace them.
But don't any one emotion take hold, to overshadow the rest.
It's all a part of being a human. Being yourself.


_{Okay, okay, chill. I'll draw sometime today or tomorrow.... I just don't know what yet.... :T}